The bottom of the shallow pond.

It's amazing how sometimes u meet the most interesting ppl in the world where u tin u're direct opposites but ur frenship somehow juz works. n sometimes u juz feel everythin juz falls into a whirlpool in the drain, or other forms of insignificant water sources, like a shallow pond. u'd think tt ppl accept u for who you are at some pt or another, and suddenly, comin from nowhere, like a massive hurricane, everythin is swept away n u're left w nothin. n me bein me, i guess i cant juz leave everythin to be like tt, i had to contemplate abt it, ponder on it, crack my brain... like bloody hell im not busy enough w werk so everythin becomes this v big thing... all derived by myself n my alter ego appletoe..
really sucks how sometimes u juz cant put certain things into words or u juz am not able to tell somebody somethin cuz tt person juz doesnt und who u really are, or juz cant accept how the world works. bein shallow is easy, cuz u juz haf to accept how u urself tin n see life as, y should u even bother mixing ard w the world then, juz grow up in ur own tiny tiny world under the big rock. certain things tt u say in life to other ppl i guess u juz muz watch n not tin tt everyone will accept it like u do. sometimes u don feel like it but u juz muz tin abt other ppl's feelings n how they view certain things in life. u nv knoe wat the other finds ok n not cuz everyone has secrets.. i guess life is juz like tt isn't it?
at least i noe tt they are a few people out there hu actually stil care.

Nothin. Hurts. More. Than. Urself