where has appletoe disappeared to?

i havent been here for awhile have i? well, ive been really busy with alot of stuff.
ive started a new job as a tcher now.. life's been really busy.
thinking about school 24-7.. but everything's more or less fine.
i'd rather be super busy then super free, keeps me on the toes..
til my toes get numb easily nowadays.. no thanks to wearing shoes the whole day,
and walking around. as much as the kids drain ur energy, they make me feel energised too.
(so ironic) as much as i wanna say i have the hang of things now, i don really.. trying my darndest
though, but sometimes i wish i can give more...

alot has been happening since the last time i wrote, and alot has not been happening, like gg for
dance training on sats, haha. as i said, really busy. at least i feel more stable now in terms of
financially. hopefully ill get to go NIE this July, if all goes well.

what kind of person have i become? more organised, better at muli-tasking? more irritable?
well, i hope im able to provide a good future for these kids im teaching. hope they dont turn out
to be idiotic individuals who disrupt the lives of other people, and became failures in life.
seriously i never saw the amount of work a tcher has to do man. FREAKING ALOT! and i don
even think im doin the full load yet. dammit. canteen food's really cheap. but im frequenting
POPULAR alot nowadays.. i wanna get a bike. hopefully by this month. cant wait! transport would be not much of a worry after tt.. can stay out late.

ok, i tin i should go to sleep now. if not cant wake up tmr, need energy to entertain these kids.. haha ok til nnext time!